Ending well. Not just showing up for the game...or quiting when the playing got tough or exhausting. But playing the whole ballgame. Putting your all into it.
I look at these past 2 years as a game- set amount of time, set amount of opportunities. We all have these. But I stopped to think how many opportunities I have in the US. How many of these do I really seek after? Am I really in the game, both overseas and at home.
I have been back in America one week now. It has been and will continue to be an adjustment. Things are different. I am different.
I feel I finished well. (Bob is still there for 2 more weeks). I played my best game til the end, was able to say goodbyes and with tearful eyes, leave to return to a home that doesn't feel that way anymore. I keep sittin around, I think in part, to see if it will start to feel more "normal"...but what is normal now?
I will continue to write here, as we become American again. As I become a part of my old life. As I see where He leads next.
